carolιne ғorвeѕ
01 October 2013 @ 06:59 pm
 
stage one: cravings/urges/thoughts;
- blood
- fear of losing control, of becoming a monster like klaus or ripper!stefan, of her darker desires 
- love for tyler
- hatred of klaus but also confusing feelings
- fear of losing those she loves 
- missing people from home: elena and bonnie specifically 
- the need to control situations and plan parties, the urges are strong with this one
- mourning the death of her father, of all the friends she's lost
- sex

stage two + three: memories;
• triggering || • as a human || • as a vampire 
• sad/awkward memory || • happy memory || • violent/angry memory

• •  damon attacks caroline
• • drunk caroline realizes how shallow she is
•  kissing matt in the middle of the street after a fight
• • • being suffocated by katherine (which turned her into a vampire)
• • becoming a vampire
• • first kiss with tyler
• •  saving her boyfriend matt from death, exposing herself as a vampire
• • • caroline telling tyler off for hesitating in saving her from his fellow werewolves
• • matt rejecting her and asking her to compel him to forget
• • jenna's funeral (only 0:40 - 2:12)
•  caroline and tyler's first real kiss/first time
• • • being tortured by her father who's trying to heal her from dependency on blood
• • caroline's birthday funeral
• • • tyler biting caroline and the way she feels as she's dying before klaus saves her ( reserved for tyler but open for others)
• • her father's last moments
• • dancing with klaus and stirring feelings within her she doesn't like
• • caroline thinking that tyler is going to die and her saying goodbye to him
•  caroline and tyler making out before a memorial service (end at 0:40)
•   elena, bonnie, and caroline having a fun girls night out