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[coy]

I guess dreams can be overrated then.

[ this isn't the weirdest conversation caroline has ever had.]

I mean, real life is better.

[nitency]

Real life is better, yeah. Sometimes I can't tell the difference, though.

[ like now. ]

[coy]

This isn't a dream, right?

[ because that would be weird. ]

[nitency]

We're not face to face, so I don't think so, but

[ "but". he's not entirely sure. ]

[coy]

I'm pretty sure I'm awake.

[nitency]

Good. And I've never had a dream involving texting before.

[coy]

It'd be a pretty weird/boring dream.

[nitency]

It'd be pretty weird to associate "boring" with you, too.

[coy]

[ she grins at that.] I could say the same for you.

[nitency]

That's incredibly flattering coming from you.

[coy]

You're the one being the flatterer.

[nitency]

I thought mentioning the blue in your aura might be overstepping, I admit.

[coy]

Well... it's kind of true. To be honest.

[nitency]

What is it you're scared of? Is it the future?

[coy]

I'm a bit of a control freak but... isn't everyone?

[nitency]

Somewhat. Control is a hard concept for me, if we're both being honest.

[coy]

[ this reminds her of high school, laying in bed, talking to a boy, texting about deep, dark secrets.] You avoid control or you have trouble with it?

[nitency]

I've never really had much of it. It's always been my family or spirit dictating what I should do with my life. I've just gone with it.

[coy]

I'm the opposite. Some people say I have too much control. And I'm kind of afraid of letting go of it or else I'll lose it all completely.

[nitency]

Would it be weird if I said I'm jealous? But that would be hard too, I think.

[coy]

No, it's not weird. And yeah, I guess it kind of sucks but... having control keeps anyone from getting hurt.

[ she is skirting around the 'i vant to drink your blood' thing.]

[nitency]

Do you worry about that a lot? Hurting people?

[coy]

Nobody wants the people they care about getting hurt.

[nitency]

No, they don't. It happens sometimes, though, no matter how hard you try. I don't think you'd ever hurt anyone you care about on purpose.

But we've always had feeders at Court, so I guess that's another thing that differs.

[ because he has a feeling she might be toeing that topic. ]

[coy]

[ she makes a face even in her slight panic. she plays it dumb though...]

Wait, what? Feeders? What are you talking about? [ that sounds like that thing that tyler wanted her to try...]