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[nitency]

Sometimes it's easier to talk through dreams, if only because it gives you the excuse that you were "only dreaming". [ but that isn't really an answer, hold on: ] I just usually get the person with the aura, not one without the other.

Red's a good color on you. It suits you.

[coy]

What do you mean by 'get'?

Thanks. Passionate's probably a good look for most people.

[nitency]

To see them. Visit them, I guess. It's a side effect.

[ nnnot really. what's happening now is a side effect, but details. ]

Yeah, well, it still looks better on certain people. I can't imagine your aura without the red.

[coy]

[ that's a vampire thing. visiting dreams, vision visits. damon used to do that.]
Can you do it when you're awake? Visit them?

[ without the red. she can't imagine herself without it either. without the blood. or maybe even the pain. definitely not without the passion.]

[nitency]

No. We both have to be asleep. I pull them into mine so it's more controlled, steady, but they still have their own measure of control.

[ with their clothes, even the setting, if they want to change it. adrian dreams of a certain garden usually. ]

[coy]

I guess dreams can be overrated then.

[ this isn't the weirdest conversation caroline has ever had.]

I mean, real life is better.

[nitency]

Real life is better, yeah. Sometimes I can't tell the difference, though.

[ like now. ]

[coy]

This isn't a dream, right?

[ because that would be weird. ]

[nitency]

We're not face to face, so I don't think so, but

[ "but". he's not entirely sure. ]

[coy]

I'm pretty sure I'm awake.

[nitency]

Good. And I've never had a dream involving texting before.

[coy]

It'd be a pretty weird/boring dream.

[nitency]

It'd be pretty weird to associate "boring" with you, too.

[coy]

[ she grins at that.] I could say the same for you.

[nitency]

That's incredibly flattering coming from you.

[coy]

You're the one being the flatterer.

[nitency]

I thought mentioning the blue in your aura might be overstepping, I admit.

[coy]

Well... it's kind of true. To be honest.

[nitency]

What is it you're scared of? Is it the future?

[coy]

I'm a bit of a control freak but... isn't everyone?

[nitency]

Somewhat. Control is a hard concept for me, if we're both being honest.

[coy]

[ this reminds her of high school, laying in bed, talking to a boy, texting about deep, dark secrets.] You avoid control or you have trouble with it?

[nitency]

I've never really had much of it. It's always been my family or spirit dictating what I should do with my life. I've just gone with it.

[coy]

I'm the opposite. Some people say I have too much control. And I'm kind of afraid of letting go of it or else I'll lose it all completely.

[nitency]

Would it be weird if I said I'm jealous? But that would be hard too, I think.